it's like life on the moon.

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 it's strange.

i actually have everything done that needs to be done. i turned in any work that had to be written, i paid my overdue cable bill, i even downloaded an iphone application to track my daily caloric intake (i have 289 calories left today!) so i can work on losing weight and feeling better about myself.

i am not, at this exact moment, shirking any responsibilities.

it feels weird.

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it IS a good feeling, but it's so WEIRD! i'm so used to having a vague sense of panic about all the things i should be doing that i'm not doing, that sitting here and having nothing else i really need to be doing is almost disconcerting, it's so abnormal, lol.

yeah so far i think it's going to be a very good thing. i think the main problem with me is that i keep such crazy hours...i usually get up at, like, 10:30, and a lot of days i don't eat until dinner, so then i'm starving at, like, 1 in the morning and end up eating junk. but today i bought carrots and also strawberries, so...there's hope!